consequences of sore throat and terrible cough
few days ago i was really suffering..seriously…really suffering
maybe it wouldn’t be a disaster for some other people out there.. but sore throat and cough is really a big disaster to me
why do i say so? lemme ask u, how could someone stand it when he/she is talkative and love to sing so much ? i couldn’t even complete one sentence…even one.. communicating with people with half cough.. wouldn’t it be kinda no manners?
i choose to be silent for few days.. really suffering..knw why? i couldn’t even sing.. you know how sad will it be for someone who love to sing so much can only listen to my favo song silently??
FURTHERMORE!! i have performance soon..choir performance..! and i got NOMINEES for song composing to FINAL 6! how could i perform with this throat?? everything come together..why why???
ussually if i got sick i won’t go to see doctor.. i will depends on my immune system to recover by consuming alot of vitamin c.. but will recover slowly.. very slow..
i couldn’t wait anymore.. i choose to consume ANTIBIOTICS..a killer.. i went to see doctor.. thank god the next day not much cough already.. but still itchy throat.. take many many cough sweets..to prevent coughing when talking to someone..
now still got 3 ANTIBIOTICS pill left..and now i can sing already.. at least i can practice song already.. but still a lil bit cough..just a lil bit..really thank god..
now i realise..health is IMPORTANT than any other things..any other..!
tell u guys.. i really feel so bad few days ago..can’t even speak..sing.. i feel like crying when i see other friends practicing choir performance while i just stand a side watching them.. if sing low pitch i just open my mouth a lil.. when high pitch come..which is my favo.. i close my mouth.. shut my throat.. it’s really embarrasing if i sing high pitch that time.. i’m sure you can imagine how will it sound like..
thanks for teacher kok for concerning my throat..i’m so sorry i couldn’t practice that day while you rush here just to practice with us eventhough you stuck in terrible traffic jam for so long time that day…
for me..couldn’t speak, couldn’t sing.. is a killer of confidence.. i really lose so much confident few days ago.. so down.. i mean really down.. words can’t describe all..
last but not least thanks for reading.. 
我前几天的心情简直跌入谷底
我认识了一样东西。。一个非常宝贵的知识。。"原来喉咙痛＋咳嗽是可以让一个人失去所有所有的信心的"
该怎么说呢？
应该是我考试那段时间不够睡吧。。。一天才才3个小时耶
结果考完试了就生大病了。。。对于有些人来说可能这不是很大问题。。但是喉咙痛＋咳嗽对我而言，是世界末日！
试想一想，一个喜欢讲话，爱唱歌的人无端端咳嗽是不是很可怜？那个人是我
我简直要说完一句话都难耶！一边咳嗽，一边讲，多没礼貌啊？!
所以，我选择了沉默几天。。很痛苦。。
这个时候，雪上加霜。。。我的创作歌曲入围进了6强决赛。是需要现场演绎让评审听的。
我可怜吗？
我已经收了2通来自主办当局的恭嘻来电。。。我好象有点哭笑不得耶。。。该笑吗？该哭吗？？？哎!
另外，这个月我有一场合唱团演出。。。再问一下，我可怜吗？
我再也不能等下去了，我选择了吃健康杀手，antibiotics。。。谢天谢地我的喉咙在第二天恢复了很多，不过还是有点痒痒的。。。ok啦可以讲话了。。可以讲完一句话了。。！
现在已剩下3粒antibiotic。。。我已经可以练唱了。。。谢天谢地
我发觉咳嗽真的是可以打死一个人的信心的。。。前几天我真的是失去了所有的信心。。。还好现在我终于寻回来了。。我终于可以唱歌讲话了!
不经一事，不长一智。我知道了。。。喉咙痛＋咳嗽＝失去信心
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