Ashleyteng’s Says

在没有音乐的世界里，有个人"死"了。

可能，把"个人"这2个字换成"我"，就是每个爱音乐之人的口头婵吧?

我就是他们之中其中一位。不过如果说在没有声音的世界里，我会"死"得更掺。

我有个奇怪的习惯，那就是每天早上起床后在刷牙的时候都必须扭开收音机，让音乐或DJ的声音飘浮在四周。

那天一整天，我的心情就会特别开朗。那天如果不好运被老师骂的话，我的心情不比早上没听音乐过后被老师骂来得不爽。反而那天的忍耐力会特别利害!

还有个奇怪的习惯，我好象每天晚上睡觉前都必须听一次自己目前最爱听的一首歌。比如之前在睡前都要听听学迁起政的"为了她"才睡，过后就是tank的"给我你的爱"再后来就是现在，是tank的"给我你的爱"卡拉ok版。因为最近特别爱上了听和声歌曲(卡拉ok版歌都只是有和声)

有些时候比如去外州了，而自己又没有随身听或MP4等等的，结果就必须面对几天没有音乐的世界。那个时候，有个人已经"死"了。我想你也应该知道那个人是谁了。

回到家后，第一件"非常必须"的做的事，就是把自己目前最爱听的一首歌开到最大声(没有酱夸张啦哈哈意思是开比平时大声)。填补回前几天心灵上的空虚。这个时候的我，起死回生。

它，就像是人类的水。没了它几天，有个人就"死"了。
它，好象传说中的仙丹。吃了它，有个人就起"死"回生了。

in my opinion, whenever performance time is around the corner i will be suffering from stress….!

cuz this is already the second time when performance date is coming soon i got sore throat and cough

isn’t that stress?

my sore throat just cured, but cough has worsen!

but but…!!! MELODY OF TRUTH AND BEAUTY SONG COMPOSING AWARDS FINAL is just around the corner!! how can i have cough??????? hei yer!!!!!

:”(

what will happen when someone whom you treat him/her as best friend ever suddenly come to you and say "i love you" to you?

"wargh!!!! what happen??? "your mind will become blank all of a sudden, can’t see anything.. can’t think of anything EXCEPT "what’s going on? are you ill today?" that’s the only thing will appear in your mind. OR some other people will also think " aw..how sweet.. finally, he/she say to me… i’ve waited sooo long..

when someone whom you don’t really know him/her, sometimes when bump to each other will just say hi or just a light smile, he/she suddenly come to you and say "i love you" to you, what’s your first respond?

"huh?????!!!!!"

*stare at him/her, and

" actually…i don’t know you, all the while you smile to me so i also smile to you, i didn’t mean anything…!"

-_-”’

on the other hand, when you feel like wan to say these nice words "i love you" to someone whom you think he/she is special for you, what will happen next?

first of all, heartbeat will be extra fast,secondly keep on look around to make sure no any of your best bud around, if not plan A is not gonna success,and later on if the whole school know about it arks! how embarrasing is that!  am i right? so when already confirmed friends are not around…………… go on with plan A!!! ( so just guess what will happen next)

it’s only either he/she will say "i love you too" or " i’ve been waiting for you" or he/she is speechless and just give you a warm hug

well..not all are like that.. some will keep on stare at you and just speechless, or "what happen to you today? are you ill?" or " actually… i don’t really know you.. all the while you smile at me so i just smile back to you.. i didn’t mean anything…!"

so guys… think twice before voice out.. wish you good luck and all the best!

any comment or anything that you disagree with what i’ve said? or you totally agree with it? you are welcomed to leave me a msg about your opinion or just leave me a comment..

Laiteng AshLeY

星座追星一族

一生绝望(小孩不笨2插曲)

唱：洪俊杨(新加坡绝对superstar)

曲:杨波

词:梁智强

Downloads: http://www.filelodge.com/files/room19/500135/yi%20sheng%20jue%20wang.mp3 

Lyrics:

Verse

我们肆无忌惮 我们成群结党

我们目无尊长 对什么事都不满 看着我们的成长 只会制造麻烦 我们就是一无是处你又能怎样

我们don’t give a damn那看不起的眼光

我们什么都不是 我们什么都不管 我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言

我们之间有道墙

学校老师束手无策父母臭骂我们不会想

这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想象

只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样

别以为看不起我们 就告诉自己比人家强

有多少人关心我们为何会走错迷失方向

又有谁会 替我们想想苹果为何变烂

其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞

扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望

Chorus

泪水已经流干，前途也很渺茫

迷失的灵魂，我们应该怎么办

惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长 然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场

我们一出世就是自己孤军作战

站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊

不要让我们一生绝望

i am not, not gonna believe in IMMORTAL anymore.

i miss my nanny..my beloved nanny..

she just pass away

all sorts of memories keep on dancing in my mind

From how i quarrel with her

to i press button on tv remote control for her(it’s too small for an 80-90 yrs old nanny to press)

i still remember once when i was still in primary school, my bro and i played with friends at play ground there until very very late, about 7 pm like that, she scold us very loudly,even all my friends heard that, i felt so embarrasing.. cuz all my friends kinda like laugh at me.. i was so angry.

but now, is there still any chance for her to scold me that loud? even if she is still here, probably she couldn’t scold that loud already, she is weak.. i miss her.

when she was still here, i let her drink MILLENIUM. (probably you dont’ know what’s this, erm it’za some sort of nutritious drink by e.excel). cuz it’s too cold putting in refri, i need to take it out from refri, let it warm then only she can drink

i don’t have a chance to do that anymore.

i still miss her

well ya, she won’t come back anymore, but her smile, will always in my mind, always.

nanny, sleep tight.

AshLeY L tEnG

everything happen in a too fast frequency… too fast… i was still running behind the occurance…was..

saturday night, i was so happy, so heart-touching..

was so heart touching with my singing voice.. my friend’s singing voice.. my teacher kok’s hardwork on playing guitar for us..

it was the last event, last one. everyone don’t feel like leaving… cuz the melody still on.. this is the first time i perform choir in a consider big hall.. cuz before this i only dedicate speech or public speaking in big hall..never had a chance to sing on a big stage like this.. this is a very good experience..

i thought i will be very nervous.. but erm at first ya.. but in the second song, i don’t know there were actually many people watching us singing on stage.. cuz  i too enjoy our singing.. fall for our voice.. soothing,nice voice..

our first song was rock song, guang hui sui yue(光辉岁月)

next,come to  a cute song, sakura(真夏的樱花)

last, a romantic,soothing,make-you-not-to-leave song. ying huo chong(营火虫)

really thanks to teacher kok,thank you so much.. you are really a good teacher, you can be friendly, but scary sometimes.. thanks for being scary, cuz if not, no one can control those kids..hehe..and even the adults.. hehe

this is my home, my second home, my choir group.

thanks for reading

Laiteng AshLeY

too bad this is too bad!

i already got cough..now what? flu some more.. i really feel very bad AGAIN..after the previous sickness during holiday.. hissh!!!

so i think i can’t perform the best me during choir after one-and half day from now..

some more still have to burn mid night oil.. for what? for tomorrow’s presentation.. tell you guyz what.. i’m sure tomorrow i got terrible headache consequences not enough sleep+already got cough yesterday+got flu today!

我的心情已经是跌入谷底了啦！！！！！！！！

*what will you feel if you love to talk so much and you love to sing so much and you can’t complete one sentence when you talk with your friend cuz you are coughing?*

tell you guyz, this is a disaster AGAIN for me!

i feel so bad today!! aks!!! know why?? cuz i get cough again!!! my goodness.. choir performance is this saturday!! just 3 more days only!!!

you know how i got cough?? ish so angry.. cuz yesterday i went for the last choir practice and we all like so excited and a bit nervous so we all sing very seriously.. especially the extreme high pitch there.. we were like scream so loud.. so what’s the consequences?? today i got cough! cuz i’ve hurt my throat!!!!

who’s gonna help me??????!!!!!!!!!

melody of truth and beauty song composing final is also coming!!! i mean ok still got one month to go..but at least i need to practice right? but how?? i got cough AGAIN!!!!! yeerrrr….!

melody of truth and beauty song composing awards!!!final!!

it’s like only got few more weeks to go… not well prepared yet!! eeekss…!

ticket no one want lar!!! so nice the ticket..but all ppl out there tell me the price is "not-nice"!! -_-”’

ten bucks only wert??? ten lar.. not hundred..if hundred bucks, i don’t even dare to ask friends to buy ler…

come come! come support malaysian buddhist hymns!!!

melody of truth and beauty!!