My 4eva Friend-Brother Ah Pang
Today gonna write something about my friend Brother Ah Pang. I knew him since standard 1 and had been in the same class until standard 6! Different school during secondary school but came same class again in form 6!
Well he was a very tall boy during standard 1, and is quite outstanding in our class. He is quite an intelligent and attractive boy, and many people like to befriend with him, and that’s why he has a lot of friends. His academic achievement was quite good, i still remember once where Ah Pang,Chintian and me got top3 in class and get some sort like "anugerah cemerlang" well that was standard 2 neeway,hehe! long time ago~
I treat Ah Pang as my best friend during standard 3, he sit behind me and i like to talk to him very much. i still remember once when we had exam in school, we pass msg using small paper for discussing answers! Well that was really my first time being so naughty to discuss answer with friend during exam! haha! i was prefect since standard 3 while he was librarian, we spend school recess time together almost everyday as both of us need to go canteen early cuz have to bertugas later.We like to call each other to talk about homework that have to pass up on the other day, seems like we really scare that we forget to do some of the homework.
When come to standard 6, it seems like everyone having their own gang, and i was not in Ah Pang’s gang that time.So we were not as close as during afternoon session (standard 1-3).
However when come to secondary school, we become closer friend again,eventhough we were in different school. We contact each other by using phone or chinese new year cards etc.
When come to form 6, i never know that i’ll be same class with Ah Pang again! cuz my secondary school no form six and i’ve being sent to Ah Pang’s school for his school has form 6.I thought we could be as close as during primary school that time, however we couldn’t. it seems like both of us have grown up a lot and have a lot of different mind thinking.Sometimes it’s really do feel like i don’t know what is he thinking and he don’t know what am i thinking. In another words, there is a gap between us.
However after we spend about one and a half year in form six, we manage to "save" our friendship back, but not that kinda friend who really chat about secrets like "hey i bought a new eraser today, don’t tell others ok?" (like primary school dat time)
And yesterday, i get to know that, he gonna leave us and will go far for higher education or working, not so sure.. i was asking how about having a small gathering before he leave? so about 5 of us form 6 ex classmates went yumcha with him in mamak’s stall nearby.
and then yesterday night, all my primary school feeling came back. because Ah Pang and i chat about anything! i have complicated feeling yesterday night where i feel sad for he is leaving us and go far but on the same time i feel touch+happy cuz it seems like we had gon back to during primary school time, chit chat for anything. He told me about his family…he told me about how good is his gf..etc..but anyway this feeling can only last for one day, and after that we gonna be a very long distance friend already. Ah Pang, must contact me like during secondary school kay?! All the best to you in your studies, working, relationships, family! All the best to you! Friendship forever!
Thanks for reading. Well when i write till here i feel like crying, cuz it seems like losing an old buddy(老lao友you). eventhough all of us may still meet Ah Pang one day in the future but i feel that we don’t have that much chance.
*pray that we will meet Ah Pang soon again.
I don’t mean to cry actually…but the tears still..almost drop…but it being locked inside the eyes, it’s quite suffering. nvm lar if Ah Pang will achieve better there then i wish him Good luck and all the best.Gambateh yo~