Ashleyteng’s Says

this is crazee, i’m not involving in any event this semester, yet the busy is doubled up! i’m wondering why i haven’t get sick yet heehee >.<

1 assignment due date + 1 presentation + 3 exams in one week! T_T

for me the exams are acceptable, but the due date!! really cannot make it, especially when you have sooo many members in one team trying to complete one BIG project, it’s harder than expected, furthermore if you met with some situation where u keep reminding someone and he/she still wait til the very last minute.

presentation - have a very good leader, trying to arrange a meeting for us yet couldn’t make it, ended up do discussion on phone in the middle of the night, is that teleconference? >.<

exams - expected, sleep for 5 hours per day, almost everyday,  nvm it’s ok one! still got sleep mah! no sick also mah.. hmm!

Some fucking frustrating situation - i was leader, having A subject meeting with my members. here come a phone call "hello Ashley, please submit this that to me before this date ar…thanks… (B subject) ". Just right after a few minutes here come a sms " Dear all, please co-operate, do send this that to me before 12am… ( C subject).

>.<

some fucking frustrated morning - sleep damn late last nite because had been preparing for exams, early morning at around 8am a phone call come " hello? Ashley!! wake up already ar? u saw my sms that day? remember send me your part tonight har… "
me saying " hmmm… oh… ya… ok…" surprisingly i still heard what he said after i wake up again at 2 hours later. a phone call from my very responsible leader, i like this leader it’s ok, tahan lah.
after hang call, i saw 2 sms with same purpose " hi… Ashley… later i not going to class ya.. pls help me sign attendance" i exit, and pengsan go sleep again for 2 hours. wake up again and replied this 2 sms " sorry i also not going to class, i overslept, if possible help me sign also " T_T

and now.. i got my whole body pain and exhausted.. the legs, arms, ankle, shoulder, neck. i’ve done really enough warm up still these are happening.  i think these are the consequences of the 2 days badminton tournament, and a continuous exhaust since the paintball event.

i just realise, the real painful sports is not paintball >.< it’s badminton!!! T_T all the swollen swollen after paintball is not pain at all if don’t hit it purposely or anything, but the sakit sakit after badminton will feel pain at anytime eventhough you’re only sitting and not doing anything T_T good thing is i got the silver medal, the pain is quite worth it shall i say? somehow the tournament really need more girls in joining.

i’m just majoring in marketing management, no big project this semester yet the busy is still there, i’m wondering how will it be when the big project come -consumer fair  >.<
international business (IB) student having a big event this semester, first time in my life i see Queenie is so busy sampai 3 meeting per day heehee jiayou lorr

banking and finance student is doing some kinda big 100 pages report on finance thingy.. i can see the stress on peiling’s face. heehee jiayou lor…

coming week = another crazy busy week merdeka faster come, at least can busy at home, what to do bring everything go back kampung to do lor

i’m willing to spend half an hour for this just to rest a while,
Ashleyteng

记得有位朋友在她部落格里讲过

由少女变成女人的过程是很辛苦的。
无可否认有些少女都非常期待变成女人，总是认为女人很有魅力，很有女人味。但是一旦变成女人后，才发现那是要付出很多代价。。

女人有魅力，那是因为他们已经受尽了很多委屈与伤痛，从此懂得怎么掩饰自己，懂得怎么东山再起，从新出发。

女人和男人的确不同。女人是感性动物。女人最爱哭。

我也是女人， 我也爱哭。已经好一段时间没哭了，怎知道前几天又终于哭了。。。

我也被伤害过，
如今的我也好像。。。
看来我也需要从新出发了。

各种伤痛，只能留在心底深处。。。
lies… will make a scar there, forever.
but generosity, will keep it deep inside my heart.
why is it love change a person so dramatically?!!!

My responsibility to take up the piano grade 5 exam is finally completed.  really wish i can continue til the 8th grade… yet there’s obstacles,

nvm life is always like that, there’s always obstacles to get what we desire.

i’ll try achieve that one fine day.

wow i’m gonna miss Shah Alam i suppose? there’s not much reasons for me to come back Shah Alam after this, since piano lesson is stopped, since there are too many tasks in melaka.

or shall i find a reasons to come back Shah Alam next time? ya the kids need me in buddhist society.

as for old friends, no worries cuz for sure will meet up during long holidays

or the reasons for me to come back shah alam could be because of my dearest him here? i’m confuse

Many things happen recently, actually it was expected, it just that surprisingly the impact is bigger than what was expected.

to break up with loves one is hard,
to ask someone who loves you a lot let go of you is EVEN harder.
and i just did the second red sentence to someone about 1 or 2 days ago.

the one whom being asked to let go of her is surely sad, 
the one who ask for a let go suffers, because feel sorry for him.

please understand that she don’t mean to hurt you because she is hurt also, to ask for a let go.

H, you can find a more suitable one
don’t give up your singing dreams just because of her.

mood had been down for a few days,
Ashley teng