Ashleyteng’s Says

i’ve read this book named "who moved my cheese" written by Spencer Johnson, M.D. which i think the story is really meaningful.

cheese in the story is not only the ordinary normal cheese that we eat, it is a metaphor of some other thing. it could be a good job, a relationship, a big house, a nice car and many others.

it is perfectly normal that when we are owning a cheese, we feel happy and comfortable with it. we never thought of the possibility that it will gone one fine day.

so one day when our cheese is finished (ate by ourselves), we thought it being moved by some other people which it’s actually not.

in my opinion, well it’s ok to think like that at the very beginning. however, if we do not act fast by adapting the changes on the cheese that had happened to us, we’ll be starving and become weaker from day to day. at the end of the day we are still staying in the same old place keep thinking who had moved away my cheese or keep blaming others.

so it is better that we respond positively on the changes which is to leave the old cheese station and explore the maze again to search for a new cheese. the maze here is a metaphor of some other thing, it could be an organization that you’re worked in, a community that u lives in.

" the quicker you let go of old cheese, the sooner you find new cheese"

this is a quotation from the novel.

it’s true and absolutely true. if we keep complaining and never try to solve the problem, all we get is just suffers and frustrations. why not just solve the problem and start a new life.

it might be hard, it might be tiring, but it will surely end with a happy ending if we really put efforts.

in my opinion, not only people who involve in business but all, may read it. it’s a good book

<who moved my cheese> by Spencer Johnson, M.D.

A broken heart can only be healed by the one who breaks it, if this person is unwilling to heal it for you, he/she is totally irresponsible.

So in order to heal your injured heart, you have no choice but can only wait for a new created medicine by the love scientist

Yet it takes time for the new medicine to be created, because sometimes the love scientist failed in the research.

therefore in between the first day of heart broken till the day new medicine is created, that has become the most painful time.

Some take days, some take months, some take years, some take forever.

so this has considered as a love crimes, because the heart breaker has stabbed a person’s heart, while the injuries last for quite some time, some even last forever.

These people has no love hospital to be admitted, where should they go? just let the blood continue dripping? wait til the new medicine is found?

isn’t that we need a love police to stop these from happening?

above are just some beautified description of love problem, in fact the real life one is more painful, no one know how it feels until they experienced it.

so conclusion, if you’re the one who breaks it, you heal it.if you think you’re gonna start a relationship, do responsible for it and make it last.

agree or disagree?

Chinese New Year is coming soon~! it’s one day before the first day of chinese new year!

would like to wish all my blog viewer a gong xi fa cai and a very happy rat year!

Everything shall be good in the year of rat! =) praying hard for this =) hey everyone, let’s gambateh!

Ashley teng

till today, it’s 3 months after everything. After the sadness that had made me suffer for quite some time

true.. it’s true, i guess that’s all what we can be —> best friend that chat with each other a lot.

when the relationship still going on,

we have not much to talk about

but after the relationship ended,

we have tonnes of things to share and talk about, sometimes even until hp has no credit at all.

isn’t that good huh? this is the question that always appear in my mind recently.

hmm well ya… i hope we’ll be like this forever, it’s better, at least i’m not that suffer(eventhough sometimes it will still happen nowadays), and you have more of your own choices to choose about.

well anyway…

hey, you’re still my best friend

Few weeks ago, i was really damn busy, til no time to wash cloth (hah that’s very serious u know, if the cloth bertimbun later no cloth to wear) so that time was my very very first time send cloth to shop. quite nervous when talked to the indian aunty actually.. dunno what to say.. should i like. " hi… this is the cloth" or " hi… how much to wash all this? " hehe…

hah.. anyway no matter what is it, everything has ended now… the real damn-making-me-busy-but-happy debate tournament has finally ended…

well just because suddenly become free, now i have more time to think about things that had happened and is happening rite now. one obvious one is, i hardly know what happen in my hometown, what my parents do and what my dearest younger brother do. i still remember those days when my bro want to become pengawas also i know, but now my bro went vacation but i didn’t know, once i reach hometown i actually didn’t realise that he was not at home, after a while only i realise it and asked mum where is him, and she told me, "har?! he went pangkor already mah!"

"ah? yes ah?!"

okay.. tmr i’ll meet him cuz he’ll be back on the other day…

the other day when he reach home i wasn’t at home because went shopping with friends. once i reach home it’s already 10 pm something, and he was too tired after the vacation so he slept early. "oh ok…"

the next day is already sunday, my bus to melaka is 12.45pm.

the online course registration for next sem can only be done after 9am in the morning, if according to the MMU online bulletin board. so once the clock strike 9, all MMU students were like fighting for the places that offered. so did i, sitting in front computer, "fighting " with other MMU students , hoping to get the nicest time table for myself. so i had no time to talk to bro at all.

been "fighting" for it, til 12pm something.. remember my bus back to melaka is 12.45pm? wow that time was like so so so rush and messy, didn’t bath at all, throw everything into my bag pack, run to dad’s car, and rush to section 17 bus station. luckily the bus hadn’t go yet. and then i just sleep deadly for about 2 hours in the bus, by the time i open my eyes suddenly i reach Ayer Keroh(melaka) tol already

"har why so fast?!"

phew……..

after i reach apartment that i stay in melaka, i went online..
that nite i met my bro online in msn.. chat a little with him, and then only i realise, 3 days i was in shah alam but NEVER talk to him….!! so that time he been telling me bout the vacation he had in pangkor, but he was just telling me by using msn only… not face to face

hmm… probably the world is really changing… everything is done online… even enclose relationship between family members.. through webcam.. skype.. msn….only…

looking forward for holidays now.. JANUARY!!!! January will have sem break again!!! yah!!! haha… it’s really a happy news anyway..
i can spend more time with my family..!! and can play with baby soo!!! baby here i come!!! but dun pee on me yooo…

Ashleyteng

it’s public holiday today, not sure what celebration is it but it’s related to the muslim if i’m not mistaken.

hahhhh….finally… everything has ended….. all important events has ended. and it’s time for me to start my preparations for the upcoming final exam of semester 2.

2 weeks ago, i was very nervous about the chinese debate that held by the MMU debate group. i joined the debate tournament all by accidents. and now my team got runner up. what can i say is thanks to the other 3 debaters of my team, without them, ahh i dare not think about it…

eventhough i joined this by accident, however it makes me feel no regret of joining because it opens up my eyes, to see the world with a different mind thinking and different analyses method. but we’ll still sacrifice something after we gained something, that’s what i’ve learned through the debate tournament. i’ve got to know lots of new nice friends during the tournament, i’ve learned analyses method through it too. things that i’ve sacrifice is my time. i’ve spent most of my time to prepare for it, causing me skip classes quite often, shh… don’t tell my mum hehehe. sometimes it’s not the matter of lazy to attend classes, it’s because the day before we discussed points for debate til very late, i still remember there was one day we discussed until 4am in the morning, shivering in campus because too cold, we were sitting outside building neh! not inside! (study corner outside exam hall) but ours are not the worst, my friends’ debate group discussed til 6am in the morning….. all these efforts are put just for the match after the day. so, after one whole night of "brain storming war" i can’t wake up for 8 am class the other day. each time when i wake up the clock strike 7.50, or 7.45, there was one day 8am sharp!

after one hectic week, with only 4 hours sleep per day, skipping lots of classes, debate tournament has finally ended. comes to the MMU micros mini concert. songs that gonna perform in this concert are all new composed song by MMU students. i did submit one too. due to not enough time for preparations, i’ve decided to perform it. the song actually is more suitable for a young teenage girl to sing,  my junior maybe, however we have not enough time to find performer, so it end up i sing it lor.

okay!!!!!!!! after mini concert!, everything ended!!!!! it’s time for study!!!

i guess that’s all for today, any of my blog viewers if you are interested to see those events photo pls go to my friendster profile, i’ve uploaded lots of photos that taken during the chinese debate tournament and christmas celebration party with the debate group. comment me ya

merry christmas.

Ashleyteng

quite excited that the MMU chinese debate tournament has finally come. it’s tonight.
i hope all these will end soon cuz it’s making me too busy until not enough time for sleeping neh!
happy, but on the same time feel too tired for it, though it’s a very meaningful activity, yet it steals my time away, but with permission from the owner. XD
so there’s a problem with the owner of the time also, couldn’t deny. XD Because the owner loves to debate also actually.
however the owner feels that it’s time to make some little decision, whether to continue with it or not. *in the process*

Ashleyteng

i was in the middle of study, tonight we’ll gonna have microeconomy exam, feel bored with it,decided to come and blog a little.

it’s already my last paper, hope it’ll end soon but on the same time hope that it won’t end so fast. why?

nah because busy with uni activities. i admit that i joined too many activities which making me too busy. from the song composing competition(SCC) committee to world chinese debate committee, from the wushu to intra chinese debate competition. so if having exam then i can have reason for not attending these activities for a while hehe

recently i’ve joined the intra chinese debate competition by accident. it’s a good activities actually, at least i got to learn a little debate skill through it. however once i joined it, one of my male friend and me became the hottest topic in online forum. at first it was ok, i don’t mind become topic for the forum member, it’s ok if everyone is happy, as long as it doesn’t annoy me. but later on it becoming serious , furthermore they are not writting what is actually happening, yet they write something else that’s not true which had annoyed me and my friend!

furthermore this guy is one of my closest friend that we even share secrets to each other. and i become his romance advisor some more, teaching him how to tackle the girl that he had fall in love with, aiseh macam lah i ni pakar cinta, just feel weird cuz nowadays quite a few friends of mine been asking me opinion bout these… aiyo.. i’m just saying what is logic what is not logic lor… i’m not experienced in these after all.. so no need to take my advice if u disagree with it ya.

ok back to that forum issue. it end up both of us quite annoy with it, ppl been blaming my friend that he is too ”play” etc, so if he do the explanation in forum also no use, he did ask me to make a clear announcement there, so end up i do the explanation. that i’m single and neutral and he’s attached to a girl, and both us are really really close friend who share secrets to each other! thank goodness everything ended after i post a new thread there about this.

so after busy with these gossips… so now have to busy bout PTPTN… and then exams…. assignment meeting……….. club meeting……..

those days when i was in secondary school i’ll be very happy if my hp msg alert ring. because it indicates that my friend want to talk to me, normal chit chat maybe, or some funny gossips about the teacher in school.. etc.. but now.. each time my hp rang, is because

"Dear all member, pls submit your assignment report to me before 12 am tonight" or

" Dear committee, there will be a meeting in FBL ground floor meeting room tonight at 8 pm, pls be punctual" or

" Dear member,our deadline is next tuesday o, so by tonight you have to send me those info  and i must compile everything to submit to lecturer before…. "

wah i really pantang listen these deadline deadline de wor…. boring messages…and furthermore sometimes these will clash with other activities and then have to decide which to go and which not to go… which to do first and which not to do first….. huah…..haiz…

but there are still some funny sms like "ashley ah.. can u help me sign attendance list today ah? i overslept ooo.." =P this type of msg will make me relief a little hehe

but anyway, at least now i’m still enjoying these busy… i don’t like free after all hehe…

thanks for reading =)

Ashleyteng

owkay, i know i shouldn’t be here for i’ll be having Malaysian Studies exam tmr, well i really feel like blogging and my finger just can’t stay from the keyboard because they say "hey teng it’s been quite some time that you didn’t update blog about things that you’ve done these days"

nah it’s really hectic and busy week for me, i nearly no time for sleeping just because all the busy stuff that kacau me for so long time… anyway i feel happy being busy actually, i don’t like to be too free after all

first of all i’ve joined the debate group by mistakes, all thanks to kar seah and pei ling lor, well it’s good anyway, eventhough it makes me even more busy than usual, i’m happy to become one of the debater, as for my extra knowledge maybe

secondly it’s the Chinese Song Composing Competition (SCC) that gonna held in April 2008. it’s a really really great competition and i had been waiting for this so so long (too bad i didn’t record songs that i composed last time, so i guess i’ll have to compose a new song for competition) . i’m one of the committee for this event, i’m the vice leader for publisity and ticketing division, nah marketing again haha my major , my favourite!

next i have mid term exam lorr…. aiyo..

next is moral project lorrr…. wah that one is very interesting but it corrupt our mind.. our topic is "SEXUALITY AND PORNOGRAPHY" . guess what? we record a porn movie (-_-)!!! nah not a real porn owkay but there are still some ”boombastic” scene lah.. we recorded the SM scene…* oh my god i actually quite hard to believe that i was one of the main actor… lim kar seah you habis lahhhhh!!!! i was the SM victim of him in the movie, listen properly ok, in the movie only.

all these are more than enough to reduce my sleeping time.. wow that was my very first time that i sleep about 2 hours per day only.. T.T i think i nearly fall asleep when i walk to campus in the morning….

well.. after blogging, i think i should start my Malaysian Studies revision again.. wish me luck ya

thanks to the debate meeting just now , all the debate-style discussion had wake me up, so i guess i can stay up late tonight

Busy but happy,

Ashleyteng

Whoa today is the very first day i skip class in semester 2. why? because too many things to settle, all categorised under ”BUSY”!!!

funny rite? busy until no time for class? yep that’s rite, really too many things need to settle….. i really hope there’s actually 25 hours per day.

yesterday after class my moral group had a Christmas song singing practice, we’ll do some performance in orphanage today. ok after that was dinner, after dinner pei ling said want to discuss economy assignment with me, ok fine for me, for our group’s mark, it’s my pleasure to help her with her part.

after that i need to rush for world chinese debate meeting. man… said start at 10.30 but hi com reached around 11…. so by the time i reach home is around 12 already.

next, do preparations for tmr’s performance for chinese language society song composed group (the MMU MICROS)gathering. the preparations last for about 2 hours until about 2 am… almost all my housemate sleep already…..jealous lah actually heheh just joking

next, fill in PTPTN form T.T until 4 am… though it can be filled in the PTPTN briefing tmr early morning, yet i think it’s too many to be filled so i decided to fill it before tmr. what i expected was true, the other day (today) is really too busy and no time to fill this form at all T.T

and now…. i suppose to be in psychology class, but choose to rest at home cuz really too exhausted, i bet i’ll just sleep in the class if i attend it…

after this need to go orphanage already… T.T very tired…. after go orphanage, will have to go MMU MICROS gathering…. T.T

so now i better get few minutes nap before setting off to orphanage T.T

well…i think i’ll give up one society that i’ve joined, to at least reduce these busy busy…

thanks for reading

Ashleyteng